My branches are growing

Looking back on the past I have see my grow from a seed to a tree that is now one foot from the ground...if you think of life in relation to a tree. I came to bible school with the goal in mind to one day go out of the US into medical missions. I had one problem. I was so mad at God for my parents not working together and having someone that I love, boyfriend, taken away that I couldn't think anything positive or true. I was believeing a lie and actin upon it. Today I have gotten over the boyfriend and have been able to see the importance in growing in my love for the Lord and not so much needing love from some guy my age. It is SO freeing. I know that I am loved by both my parents though they don't love eachother. sin stinks but god never said that He couldn't or wouldn't use it...cuz He did for me :) If it weren't for my past I would not be looking to God for things and being able to thank Him for the things that He has given me. My desires and expectation were not met but my needs were met and that was what God promised He would do! He's not a liar and love me, a dirty thinker and selfish person, VERY much!! My roots are deeper in Christ and will continue to grow down if I continuely look to Him and His word to direct my life

Thank you to all those who were there for me and let me run to them to cry and explain my frustration and anger. talking things out helps me

Christiana